February 2008
abbreviated blog post.
my wrist hurts from playing bejeweled on my laptop. lily’s feet are freezing and she’s warming them on mine. i wish i was in someone else’s bed. went swimming w/ the babies today. my skin is so fucking dry. apparently there’s an ‘ice storm’ or something happening right now and therefore there will be no leaving our homes tomorrow, at least according to my...
She-bible. →
Amazingly beautiful, simple, and lovely clothes designed by two san fransisco ladies.
January 2008
blast from the past
I spent the weekend at an ex’s house. I’m not sure what’s going on, but I forgot how nice he was. It was a good weekend. I babysat his niece (he and his sister live together) and she’s nine months old and utterly adorable, and then something just happened between us, just clicked again. It’s been three years since we dated, and we’re older and wiser, and...
Cute Overload →
Man, my blog has been so depressing lately. I’m sure you al know about CO, but just go there instead of mine until either I’m in a better mood or the world stops being so fucked up.
Frontline: Abortion Clinic, 1983 →
Okay, as my final Roe v. Wade anniversary post (I promise) I’m giving you the link to a Frontline docu on two young women’s abortions and the clinic in 1983. It’s heavy shit. Warnings all around, but worth it, both to illustrate the need for Roe v. Wade, and to show the human beings behind abortion who aren’t murderous monsters; but most of all, to show pro-lifers that...
dear linds,
Don’t worry, she’s a rich bitch and I’m sure she has like, fifteen winter coats and won’t notice you still have that one. Donate it to charity. And he is a whiny bitch; if someone left me a voicemail like that, I’d purposefully never talk to them again. If you do, tell him you aren’t friends with 21 year old manchildren that keep lying about joining the...
guess who i was texting with?
me: Hey. It sucks that stuff ended the way it did. I like u and I had fun. No hard feelings.
him: i know i like u too.
me: oh well. i'm bummed but u gotta do what feels right to u. dont be a stranger!
him: i wont.
"Pro-Life Teen Says 'I feel like we are all... →
Uh yeah, so TODAY is the 35th anniversary of Roe v. Wade, not yesterday. But whatever, fuck this ‘pro-life’ bullshit. Truly ‘pro-life’ people would be pro-QUALITY-of-life, too; so that more foster kids, crack babies, and just plain unwanted children wouldn’t be brought into this world. I’m in a terrible mood today, so I have like, ZERO patience for this...
oscar nominations/pity party
I’m having a pity party. Well, it’s been going on since the S fling ended abruptly and rudely the other night. I mean, I’m not pissed off at him anymore, but I’m still bummed. And I’m not feeling so good anyway; I need to go to the doctor but I’m lazy. I realize that feeling sick all the time is not normal. I think I’m anemic. Or have a thyroid condition....
"Who's getting abortions? Not who you'd think" →
30th Anniversary of Roe v. Wade- NPR.org →
"If Men Could Get Pregnant, Abortion Would be a... →
Today is not only MLK, Jr day, but it’s also the 35th anniversary of Roe v. Wade. So I’m gonna torture you all with insights on that fateful, freedom-giving day by posting links to articles about it.
and also,
i woke up this morning with hives broken out on my face and throat, the benadryl is making me feel worse, and i’m so itchy and ugly and worthless. on a better note, my aunt is getting married may 24th, which means i get to get all dressed up and drink till i erase all memory of her wedding. that’s what open bars are for, right? and my brother already asked n to be my date. i...
dear s (and really, all guys),
please don’t ever assume that we girls don’t know what is up when you’re trying to get back with your ex without us knowing. we know a lot more than you think we do, even if we are just your rebound/until-you-get-back-together-with-your-ex girl. unfortunately, we had stupidly hoped that you would make us your all-the-time girl, but we don’t date pussies. Love, molly. PS...
the winery.
The Winery is wine shop literally on the same side of high street as my neighborhood, and my mom and her sisters and I went and partook in some yummy wines tonight. My mom and one of my aunts are now downstairs yelping and laughing at jackass: number two. Yeah, I dig my family. I’m tipsy and waiting for my Rozerem to kick in. I’m watching To Catch a Predator, which is the same thing...
R.I.P. Brad Renfro →
Really sad. So young and talented.
they're just old light.
So I had the lunch. Had the best, easiest, most satisfying conversation with him. Had moment of mutual attraction as he got out of the car. I wish I had kissed him, and I just left him a voicemail stating the above. He won’t be back in Columbus till August. I had an idealized version of him in my head, and it just so happened to be real. Fuck.
boysboysboys
too much trouble, maybe. I’m hanging out with that old crush I mentioned the other day. We’re getting lunch tomorrow. I’m trying to decide if I should take him for a simple brunch at Jack and Benny’s or try to impress him with Ethiopian food at Blue Nile. Hmm. Since he lives in New York most of the year, and has since high school, he says he really doesn’t know any...
across from my kiosk is a new t-mobile kiosk. full...
(this is lauren and i text-sweatin' the cellphone dudes today at work. we work together usually, but today she worked AM and i worked PM)
me: one of the t mobile guys keeps checking me out. i think he has a receding hairline, tho
lauren: omg, lol, is he the really tall one with facial hair??
me: no, he's like average height with blondish hair.
lauren: omg lol. i told them i thought the tall guy was cute this morning! From a distance i was sweatin him so i asked the other guys if he was single
me: Haha, i don't think i've seen that one. PS you're not single.
lauren: I could be for the right guy. Lol i've been staring at perfect petzzz too long
lauren: PS for reference the punkish guy with black hair is gay
me: lol i KNEW he was gay! my gaydar RULES
me: ok, i'd prob do the guy that's been checking me out. Damn, we r sluts! Zpets sluts!
lauren: Lol yeah those family restrooms are for employees, too ;) lol
me: haha, ew. if they were cleaner. Dude we need to bone these guys so we could become legends!
lauren: lol Legend?? that's a really positive term 2 replace the word slut.
me: Bah, semantics! He is obv trying to look cool for me, lol. OH i would destroy his ego so fast!
lauren: lol i thought i was the only one who thought that way!
me: Ha, i am a merciless bitch. Only to guys who are full of themselves, tho, i swear.
"Clintonian Doublespeak" →
Uh, yeah. Also, saw Hill’s interview on Meet the Press tonight, and she swears she doesn’t like to talk about herself, she’s just not that kind of person. Clintons. They are well-oiled political machines, I give them that.
after some girl time and a long car ride alone,
i realize that i must come to terms with the fact that i am receiving all the needs i crave from two different boys (physical from one, intellectual/emotional from another), except they pretty much have no idea, and neither wants to have a relationship with me. as bleak as that sounds, i’m not all that emotional about it. i’m bummed, but i’m not like, desolate. which is good,...
richard kern. →
When I have a coffee table one day, his books will totally be on it. They’re imperfect, usually too intimate, and occasionally pornographic. His work is devoid of airbrushing, and each subject evokes emotion and backstory so intensely.
remember my horoscope?
it was so right. so, so right.
oh, how i hope this is true.
So basically, everyone only believes horoscopes when they work to their advantage. AND THIS ONE IS BITCHIN AND BETTER COME TRUE: Molly, The forms of … uhm … “recreation” that interest you today are of the decidedly “adult” variety. You may have opportunities to explore parts of your emotional and sexual life that come as a complete surprise to you today. If you...
fickle heart
Oh, Christ. I think i’m totally falling for someone who is so not worth the trouble because he’s completely emotionally unavailable. And just so happens to be one of my best friends. I feel like slamming my head against a wall. Instead, I’m watching the X-Files, which is one of those shows that every time I watch it, I remember how fuckin sweet it was. And I’m emotionally...
"So basically, women voters just chose the 'crying... →
Moe over at Jezebel.com says what I was thinking EXACTLY. Refreshing to hear from a chick who ISN’T a Hillary booster.
too much wakefulness
i want some new bangs. or something new to do with my hair. i really can’t stand it right now. i’m not used to having the same hairstyle for more than two months. plus i’m all squirrely and awake because i left my car and a few other valubles at nick’s last night. this blog started as a myspace bulletin, then i realized it was really, in fact, a blog, and I should at least...
now
Now that I have a full tummy and some closure on a boy issue, I’m feeling ready to write about last night. S and I, and some of his work friends went to Skully’s during happy hour and stayed till 2 am. It pays to be an alcoholic, as happy hour drinks are so cheap, and people who don’t drink between the hours of 5 pm and 7 pm are basically suckers. Anyhow, we shot some...
me: [blasting Tegan and Sara while driving] I think I like this music so much because if I made music, it would probably sound exactly like this.
my brother: You mean, spritely acoustic indie pop?
i’m wavering watching waiting and listeless medicated i lose momentum and begin to forget how easy it all seemed a moment ago, i start to question me dreams v my reality, and it all begins to drift, this whole day was lost, to me, myself and i inside my well hidden inner monologue. i’m questioning the existance of the lives around me, because what’s in my head seems so much more...